Fight

It's ok , things will be just fine .

That's what my mum uses to say at the end of every single day of her life . I beleived her because mama never lies . I thought for a long time ago that things are meant to be Ok back there where i live , a total luck specially my favorite star of lack that keeps following me where ever i go .

Let's say that's how i thought things were . But suddenly & out of no where , i saw a big black boll rolling & rolling & moving real fast toward me , it was real fast that couldnt realise what was it exactly !! All of a sudden i missed the big picture .

Sounds are different , words are fast & empty . Till now i cant tell where that ugly sounds came from ? !! What happened !! Cant i just leave or walk away ? Maybe they will need me ,shall i help ? Would it be different ? For once at least .

It doesnt matters when or what or when ; what upsets me the most that there is no more of him . I know mothers do love their daughters but my mother should never ever lied to my face .

That was lesson number 1 in life : NEVER EXPECT ANY THING FOR ANYONE !! you dont want to be disappointed .

What i had to go through was never easy & guess why ? !! cause i always expected a specific behaviour from certain people and all of them , wait a second , i just cant be that rude !! all of them except 2 to 3 persons did deceive me in a cruel way .

Never mind , i have no regret for the past & having some people in my life were a real pleasure , i learned do many things for each one of them , you appreciate the lies of an old friend because you get to enjoy the honesty of an other .

End of the story :

People grow they change they just have too !! It's not an option , it's a MUST !